lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
-4:44 PM
Today then i noe the reasons for coach not to come the las match.. he was admitted to the hospital.. i felt so guilty. cos we did blame him for not coming tt we lost. Cos all of us believe that if he's coaching us tt day.. we'll win for sure...But i'm sorri.. we didnt noe n we lost tt match.. making us unable to proceed and get our 3rd position. But aft knowing this, the fire of mi n ah qin came stronger! Not onli we'll do our best tml, we'll win!!!! n we MUST! no matter wat, we'll nv gif up.. even without coach! We must jia u! HKN will nv fall like tt! I'll be a total different person tml! i promise!
Let's do it again gals... JIA U!
*prays- may all my teammates be well n play well tml.. we must win.. we must do our best...*
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
-6:05 PM
Been like 1 month since i last blogged... Was busy with work... Stressed up with work.. aft tt entering nov was more chaotic.. Work n women's open made mi even more tiring.. physically n mentally drained out. We are doin pretty fine in the 1st round..tho we lost to aljunied. Was being trashed by them... and the worst ting is tt the nxt day we are against nayang alumni. It was totally great tt we manage to suppress them n won.. 2nd round was not as smooth sailing as we thought it will be.. we lost of 1st 2 matches.. Ling yun n T-net. everyone tot we would win but it turns out to be another way round. Feelin devasted... the feeling of helplessness on the bench when ur teammates is fighting on the court n struggling.. i was looking at the stock clock.. the time just pass... then beeepppp.... end of the game.. we lost.. I'm sorry i walked away.. i'm sorry i left u guys when all of u are sad. but i couldnt take it.. this time, i didnt cry at all.. just no tears.. i just stoned... was it mi? why my team always haf this fate? why? It must be mi... I could feel alot of them will be leaving the team aft this season.. then hkn will be back to square 1 again.. the tot of asking ppl to stay, the tot of having new teammates again make mi so tired. It's always like tt.. ppl has been telling mi- come back again nxt yr... but my answer to them will be.. i duno whether i could tahan till nxt yr with my current condition..i dunno if my team will split again.. i dunno hw to get tt medal animore. Everyone gave mi faith tt we'll get it this yr.. but the dream seems totally far away.. totally.. i dunno i duno..
But dun worri gals... as long as the season hasnt end.. i'll still be in the team fighting.. cos i reali love u gals. i just hope this season will nv end cos i want us to stay as a team..
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