lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
-11:07 AM
Feels damn sad today... shld say ytd oso ba.. it's like bad tings keep happening on mi sia.. ytd training was like hell la.. he split the team into 2 to play 5 on 5.. it's like the "young" vs the "old" la. n he is like all the while focusing on them lo.. wat does this mean man!! mayb i m too sensitive le but i reali tink this way lo.. he praised dear for a center running fast break n it's sort of her first time.. then i was like "WAT THE ...!!!!!" i have been a center for like 4 yrs! n i have been runing like hell doin all the fast break n run back to defend but he nv commented on mi... he NV PRAISED MI B4 for like 6yrs!!!! damn lo.. how could i haf the confident liao.?? after tt say abt wat leadership n centre of person in a team.. hello aint i doin tt?? r u trying to tell mi or hint mi tt i m not doin a good job or are u trying to tell mi tt u dun need mi animore??u make mi so fark up lo...i felt being used man. nv had tt feeling b4 until i feel like he is finding someone to replace mi lo. n i can say tt HE DUN NEED MI ANIMORE!.... he oso say wat dun last min.. hey when did i ever last min b4??? damn him la.. i'm trying to do all the tings n reali need ppl to help mi la.. but he nv seems to see wat i haf been doin all these years.... *pls open ur eyes n see la...i dun need aniting.. i juz need to b appreciated.. tt's all.. is tt alot to ask for??* i feel tt i'm playing for bad to worse.. for 5 yrs of center n i'm still like tt.... LOUSY!! T.T i noe tt i dun haf ani talent but i haf tried hard.. mayb i dun suits the game ba,, but i still dun wish to give up.. after all this sucky things... i admit tt jo's atitude not good la.. but he dun need to scold till like tt la.. damn him lo.. soon all the "old" player will be gotten rid by him la of this goes on.. he's crazy lo.. haizzz.. wat m i supposed to do now?? Omg!! 2 weeks ltr ah qin they all joinin... i'm happi.. but pls dun let jo leave.. i feel taken over... i felt lost... i felt useless nw.. i wan to buck up.. but where's all my confident n endless hope gone to?????????? i feel as if i'm a changed person... trying to buck up but i keep fallin deeper.. wat shld i do?? no matter wat happen the team will continue n i will try to buck up.. if reali cannot then act lo.. haha at least ppl see le will not b de~moralised ma.. hahahaha.... i wan to prove coach wrong!!! i can de!!dear thanks ytd for being there for mi... i reali feel better.. ^-^ i noe u tired liao but u still chat on the phone with mi hearing mi nag, curse n swear... hahahaha.. thanks alot.. HUgZ!! aiyo i reali worri u lo.. u mon, tues, wed, fri n sat trainin sia.. how can??? haizz.. duno u can tahan how long... dun collapse or injured urself leh cos i still wan see ur east zone!! i wan watch u play!! hehehe ^-^ tml got frienly with dear's sch.. so wierd sia.. confirm got lots of weird eyes on mi de lo.. diaoz lo.. hahaha stress la.. *hey rmb our promise hor dear...tml's match we muz play fully against eachother!! i dun wan u to let mi animore!! ok?? understand?? hahaha* hope tml i will play better ba.. hope jo will b ok.. so sian no mood now. wan someone to hug mi now... T.T dear u own mi hug n chocs hor!!! hahaha.. end here le ba like very long liao lo.. naggy old mi.. i'm so tired work then rush to training.. but i'll b strong! JIA U!! JIA U HKN!! JIA U DEAR! JIA U JO!! JIA U WEIYAN!!!! *10o4*
