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Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Friday, January 27, 2006
-4:50 PM
Bored BORED BORED BORED~!! BORED like hell~!!!!!!! goin crazy in the office le.. seeing upstairs ppl goin off during lunch time was like arghhh!! they are so good.. their boss gave them half day off.. then tml no need to WORK!!! wa kao.. mine today full, tml oso still haf to cum.. haizz.. so pathetic la.. damn it sia.. haiz.... then all students half day onli lor.. wa kao.. ok..* auntie yan has to stop grumbling all the time le.. haiz* hahaha.. ytd went to draw lots.. ok we HKN quite lucki sia.. dear pick the draw.. we were like so scared to enter Group A la.. cos all the great team inside.. hahaha but heng~!!! we nv.. hahaha.. hope we can reali play well!! so if there's no changes our first match will b on the 22 of feb.. 4 matches all together n it lasted till 22 march!!! first time i play a match so long de.. hahaha.. but nice leh.. hehehe... The Groupings:Group A:(1) T-Net (Bukit Merah)(2) Aljunied kebamkang youth(3) Nayang Alumini team A(4) Chong Ghee(5) Tampines EastGroup B:(1) Teck Ghee(2) Braddell Heights(3) Stackers(4) Quan xi(5) Aljunied kebamkang CSC (the da dui)Group C:(1) Hongkah North (2) Home United(3) Kai Xuan(4) T-Net (Geylang West)(5) Nayang Alumini Team BOur grouping is C... all the best gals~!! Muz JIA U ar~!!! huggies.. ltr goin orchard meet dear.. mayb haf another ear piercing... i siao liao.. suddenly wanted to peirce aft 6 yrs.. hahaha wow so long sia.. i'm old le.. T-T hahaha..End here ba.. haiz.. i so sian~!!!! T-T some1 help~!!!!! Arghhh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wan training~!!!
Thursday, January 26, 2006
-1:47 PM
HaHa.. hmm haben been blogging for like almost 1 week le.. nth much happening to mi aft my IVP.. i miss training days where we had 2 trgs per week plus hkn de will make it 3 times a week le.. busy n tiring but i miss it.. it's so fun then.. now it's like 1 trg per week.. i'll b growing FAT at this rate sia.. cannot.. muz do some self training le specially women's open cuming liao.. though coach says we play juz to gain experience but we hope to play well as well... onli if old coach can cum n coach us.. hai.. oh.. n CNY is round the corner la... does it mean.. Eat eat EAT n EAt?? n No TRAINING~!!!! oh man.. hahaha.. muz jian fei ltr all my clothes cannot wear liao.. =p not so jia liat la.. =p cant reali rmb wat i did for tis week.. i rmb having fren with kaixuan but ended up raining.. we reali no fate la.. hahaha then had to do the skippin stuffs.. Sunday went to dear house study.. then being forced to go back to buy phone.. ended no phone n waste my cab fare n time lo.. saw butter n jo there. so happi la.. hahaha ^-^ Monday went to buy my phone lo.. bought w550i.. it's nice la.. then i dine with my parents n bro.. so long nv le.. so nice.. i LOVE my PHONE~!!.. Tuesday the best la i took leave then went to see dear's match with SAC.. she say it's critical match so i wanted to watch her play.. oh man went there n saw them trashing SAC la.. Duh~! not nice to watch de.. somemore dear nv play much.. hahaha i v bad la i was reading comics when first five was off court.. especially dear.. then all her frens say mi.. hahaha... =p aft the match we went to sbc.. submit our women's open form.. then watch ite vs ntu.. shit sia.. ite lose.. saded la... was reali scared when we saw baozhen fall on her knee.. lucky nth happen.. haha.. ytd went to meet bro aft my work.. Lijun drive mi to bt batok then i took bus frm there to jp..waited for him awhile then went shoppin with him.. it's nice.. hahaha i help him choose his clothings.. i bought mine too.. hahaha i bought a black tube n a green skirt.. didnt tink i'll wear tt ba.. but i do.. haha.. so happi bought a star necklace.. tink is jo wanted to buy de then tt time dun haf purple.. so i bought the black one lo.. hahaha.. it goes with my tube sia.. i help bro choose a shirt.. OP de.. despite i dun like OP brand for gals.. but i like their recent guys clothings.. the shirt my bro bought.. n tt polo tee tt has dear's feeling.. hahaha .. my bro looks handsome in tt shirt~!!! didnt noe he can look so handsome.. so i decide to change his style lo.. i bought a choker for him.. those beads de.. v sunshine la.. hahahaaha.. =p so fun shoppin la.. but provided u haf the money to shop la.. but i'm broke le.. T-T hahaha.. no more shoppin for mi for the time being le ba.. haha.. i juz love the pic mi, dear n pek took with my phone in the toilet.. it looks so nice la.. hahah although it shld haf lindy inside but it appear to totally cut her away without any trace as my phone small.. hahaha.. i'll upload it sometime ltr bcos i'm in office la.. -___- hahaha.. ltr will b drawing of lots of women's open.. hope we get good lots pls.. if can dun wan chong gee, home united n aljunied small.. dun wan chong gee for baozhen, home united for ah mao n ah qin.. aljunied small bcos coach is there~! haha but if reali kanna coach i'll fight with her~!! haha.. aft work i'll b goin dwn.. *prays*tink i shld stop here liao b4 everyone starts to doze off.. haha.. Muackz~! Dear JIA u~!!!
Friday, January 20, 2006
-12:50 AM
Here's some of my wonderful Teammates~! ^-^

-Our wonderful team~! ^-^

-The playful side of us~! twist~!

The 3 musketers? hahaha

Playing a fool while we 3 trys to take a decent pic~! hahah

In the whole history 1st time half court warm-up with 30 ppls~! 1 np players.. 15 sp players~! so cool la.. then we try tgt..!hahaha tml then continue. toot ired~!
Thursday, January 19, 2006
-3:28 PM
Ytd was my very last match as Ngee Ann.. no more will there animore IVP for mi le... =( Sad but there will always be an ending to every ting.. especially things tt are happi.. but i do cherish all that.. happi to be in the ngee ann team... although for so many yrs nth has been achieved but i believe there's 1 ting i haf achieved.... Great teammates n Friends~! ^-^ thanks gers for all the happi times we had for my last yr... thanks~! ^-^ ytd's match is against nyp.. now fighting for champion will b nyp n ite.. wa cool sia. i gonna go support baozhen ah qin they all~! so nice la.. hahaha wish i was one of them haha.. but i still love my team the best~!
ytd so funi la we warm up with sp~! is like 30 plus ppl warming up in half court~! hahaha so cool la.. their court being used for some test so join us for warm up~! hahaha so cool.. played badly ytd i tink.. so sad.. didnt haf much performance.. i dun understand why i cant perform in np but in hkn i can perform.. some1 tell mi y can? haiz.. i kana alot of injuries ytd lo.. i so suay sprain my ankle during 2rd quarter of my game la.. but i continue to play without telling my team.. try to run but is like i run slow le bcos of tt sprain.. sian~ed... kanna elbow into my nose la.. damn pain la.. now the nose bone like so pain when i touch.. hope nth happen haha.. last quarter last few seconds, last ball we could score.. i ran for fast break then lay-up but kanna hit by nyp de dunno whu.. flew til outside the court.. so pain la. now my left side pain lo.. left knee kanna.. left hip bruise... left arm cant lift up.. then tt sprain ankle is left oso... lan liao la mi... then jie qi say i like go for war.. hahaha i now like san hen lei lei..so pain .. hahaha...
so sian no more np trainin le.now haf to concentrate on women's open liao.. haha... at least i still got competition.. haha..
write till now le.. busi with work.. continues....... bye
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
-10:15 AM
"Each moment in lifeis complete unto itself,distinct from any other.The energy felt amongindigenous peoples crackles,like the energy neededto shift continental platesor that which propelsa child into the new world,to start all over again.
This is what holds togetherthe power of the legend,a power that calls all thingsinto existence andassures respect for life everywhere." If you can imagine it you can create it. If you can dream it, you can become itTo be nobody-but-yourself--in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else--means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting.Nice inspirational Words to start the day with~! hahaha.. damn tired today.. feels like sleepin la.. damn tired.. ytd went to my fren's wake.. i'm in a total silence la. i saw his photo there and all the incense burning to him... all e memories of him came running across my mind.. the funni n bubbly boy tt once used to b now lie in there lifelessly... nv haf i tot i wld offer an incense to my fren... aft offering we went to sat on a table.. not alot ppl was there.. all mainly his secondary frens n primary sch frens n his working frens.. we chatted abt him.. his life.. n how it all ended.. though we are sad but all of us acted strong i tink.. no tears.. mayb there is but we pulled them back.. i told my fren whu was like reali sad.. " we shld b happi abt his departure.. bcos i tink it's a relief to him.. he has suffered too much le.. so we shldnt cry.. " my fren felt better aft my words ba... but i dun.. u noe i like to act strong ma.. hahaha.. we sat there for sometime n went to see him for the last time b4 we leave.. i went near him... saw him carrying a toy dog.. n was told tt he requested for it.. saw him lied there lifelessly.. all white.. it wasnt like him.. so different.. till now i still can rmb hw he look in his coffin.. but he look rather peaceful.. we'll miss u Chin Jie... ^-^ Life's too short to leave ani regrets.. so live to its fullest~! Live with no regrets~!reached home ard 1045 le.. tok with dear on the way.. she v crap la.. hahaha.. but i love it.. haha cos she's always able to make mi laugh when i'm like sad.. thanks dear~! Reach home le then bath then faster watch Dean's result.. tink she sang nt v good ytd sia.. haiz. but JIA U~! but she's in la.. hahaha. great~! oh n tt handsome ite guy got voted out.. too bad for him la.. hahaha...Dear's first match today~! JIA U hor...! u can do it de.. but pls b extra careful bcos u haf injuries.. all e best dear! i'll b waiting for ur good results! sorri i couldnt cum for e match.. so sorri.. huggiezs!!! LOve u lotS~! Ps: *stop tinkin n stoning in class liao k?hahaha u so funni leh.. hahha..*
Monday, January 16, 2006
-12:44 PM
Ytd had a great day~!! went out with dear.. acc her go her religious ting then we sat there onli for 1 hr then we ran away.. hahaha.. bad sia.. we went to TM walk walk.. wanted to look out for new clothes de... haha.. in the end we went to bugis.. hahaa went to bugis street.. too many ppl le.. see le oso headache.. mian qiang walk inside abit then went to edge le... bought some clothes there... hahaha.. at there i found the t-shirt i wanted to buy for dear the other time! tt brown with gold writings on it.. nice sia.. hahaha.... at first the salesgirl tell left black onli but in the end found brown.. nice sia.. ok but i like la. haha. oh ya.. i wore someting different ytd, someting i nv wore in fornt of bb friends... hahaha so long nv wear like tt liao.. hahaha.. v different meh? haha.. dunno leh mayb i'll buy tt billabong skirt leh.. cos i quite like it sia.. not for chinese new yr of cos.. hahaha.. let mi consider... haha..zhong zi i'm reali so happi ytd.. so long nv go out shopping so fun le.. hahaha thanks dear~! reali had a great time ytd.... hehe.. i wan go shopping again~!! hehe... even if we cant go johor.. we can still shop in singapore~! fun as well rite? haha~!!! had fun during training on sat~! coach's so funni la..~! hahaha so funni the whole training~! been laughing the whole trainin la.. so long nv like tt le.. but aft tt coach gets serious .. but understandable la.. wa get to noe women's open so fast cuming liao.. it's like rite aft my IVP n during dear's EAST ZONE lo.. wa kao.. dunno dear can tahan ma.. haha... JIA U~! so happi can play competition once more.. but kinda of tired lo.. haha... so sad soon i will onli haf women's open.. no more IVP liao.. so sad... haha.. wa lau.. there's onli 12 players for women's open leh.. oh man 12 leh.. so difficult to choose sia.. haha.. hope we'll get good lots... hahaha... we may not b strong like those famous teams... but we're not weak either!!!! hahaha.. JIA U HKN~!!cherish our last match on wed k? np gals.... jia u~!! wed.. no matter win or lose.. we muz win ourselves~! jia u!!!!!!hugz.. i'll miss u all..Happi things always haf bad things happening in btw de.. i had a sudden msg saying tt my fren, jackson, passed away... he's down with lukemmia.. then liver failure... then say he left onli weeks... then when i went to visit him he was lookin fine.. i asked e nurse n they say he's in good condition n on waiting list to transplant liver.. we chatted n joked as wat he always did when we were workin together.. he looked fine n i left home with a relief.. little did we noe he died last saturday... heartbeat juz stops n went into coma.. then pass away.. i didnt manage to make finish my cranes for him.. i didnt manage to see him the last time... rest in peace JACKSON.. u will always b remembered.. we will miss u,... Life's so short.. i still rmb hw he met mi.. he ask for my number.. hahaha.. so funni tt time.. life juz so unpredictable.. he juz gone juz like tt... thanks for the good memories we share.... ^-^ JAcKsoN - Chin Jie (1985-2006)
Remembering u always, my fren...
Saturday, January 14, 2006
-11:49 AM
Lost ytd.. against ntu... tot they were very great but i can actuali blocked out their center easily.. to tink back last yr i cant even get in the red box lo.. did i improve or their ppl bcum weak? but serious i tink they bcum weak lo... mayb they dun wan serious play with us? hahah whu noes rite? hahaha as i said i'm back le so i wont b weak again~! haha.. ytd played ok la.. juz coach says i can catch dwn rebounds but i oso like dunno wobble below then ball lost.. then she say i too no strength liao... then some of my teammates point it out my mistakes... it's good to noe ur mistakes so u can improve..! thanks for telling mi. i'm goin to improve.. hahaha.. found out tt i actuali can block out... haha cos during this 2 matches i haf been blocking out more than i used to.. catch dwn rebounds more than i do last time.. but my blur~ness cause mi to lose the ball..! finalli ppl start noticing mi running fast break liao.. running fast... first time in my life ppl say i run alot~! hahaha...actuali we can do it de.. so nxt match let's strive on k gals?i will use my every strength to get hold of the rebounds for every shots all of u miss.. so shoot with no worries~! hahaha juz shoot! i believe each one f u can do it de.. be brave~! JIA U~~!!
reali cant bear to leave the team.. my last yr le..the tot of wed's match will b my last match with ngee ann gals made mi fear of the day to cum.. i dun wan... but i muz face the reality.. hahaha... didnt expect tis yr i wld b so close to the bball team... i tink no1 expect it.. too close till cant bear to leave them sia.. hahaha.. first time i will tink i'll miss Cai mei hui sia... she's quite good coach ba.. not very but enuff to make mi feel i wan to b under her coaching again.. wanted a frenly match on monday- hkn vs np.. but seems tt it's not possible le... i juz wanted a match more to play with my np team.. wed would b the last le... reali cant bear. but i'll cum support u all nxt yr de~! so dun disappoint mi then k? i'll prepared everyting b4 i leave n i'll cum back for the trainings~! ^-^ so let's cherish our very last match together as ngee ann! dun give up k? promise mi.. fight till the end.. tis time reali... ^-^ let mi haf a beautiful memory on court... wa kao say till like wan to die liao.. hahaha.. =p u gals r the best~!!
Lobster bro.. i'll always support ur decision.. so no matter wat decision u made.. i'll b there~! dun worri... do wat u reali wan to do.. da kua le de lan qui isnt always ur dream? hahaha dun fan so much k? *huggies~!*
U and dear muz JIA U in ur B girls hor.. cos i wan see Assumption vs Manjusri during the National finals k? hahaha then i'll b there to support both~! =p haha JIA U~!
Actuali i'm v touched to see so many ppl cuming dwn to support ngee ann's match.. thanks ~!!! thanks alot! thanks for supporting mi... ^-^
ltr still got trainin... stadium sia.. my leg ytd cramp sia.. so ugly get carried out... now still alittle pain.. ltr muz run stadium!! oh man.. hahaha signing off here le.. sian~ed..
Thursday, January 12, 2006
-11:24 PM
i'm glad little people could see this blog... like tt i could say tings reali frm my heart..
i'm sorry i'm sad.. i made u sad too.. i tot u could understand how i feel.. but u seem like u dun..
i hate to cry in front of u(in phone) but u always noe it. after speechless commotion u wld say wat u wan now? actuali all i wan is u... ur console n ur everyting.. but we always ended up speechless.. i cried even harder when the phone went dead.. u noe i acted nth happen.. mayb i'm expecting too much? thanks for listenin to my nagging... thanks... i'm not angry dun worri... thanks... ^-^ i'll b tat weiyan u noe again... JIA U~!
-10:18 AM
.............................................Speechless............ orite.. we lost... lost e match.. lost echance to prove ourselves.. muz i resign to fate? it's like the team i'm playing for never wins? m i the cause for everyting? =( i dunno wat the FISH i m playing~! damn idiot la mi... catch liao rebound then anihow pass... then always butter finger~!!! daMN IT LA.... i'm feeling so hopeless mi la. why i cant be stable? keep asking ppl to calm down, not to throw temper, but i cant do it myself.. i threw temper ytd cos too pekcek liao..n when xiao ming hit mi hard onto the ground.. i FLARE.. bcame some1 i couldnt even recognised myself.. wat haf i becum? shit sia. but it's good tt i'm damn fierce but i could get in the balls.. i had once even told off dear bcos of tis.. now it's mi... haizz.. i'm a total disappointment... i'm sorri.. i noe how much i blame myself now n how many sorri i said is useless le.. so i'll prove for the nxt match although coach says it's impossible to win... even if it's reali so i'll not give up.. i'll gif my best shot... use my whole strength...
ytd frenly keep on falling dwn.. then now knee got lots of bruises lo.. so pain la.. butter sprain her finger.. *hey butter take care k? jia u~!* whole body aching now... damn tired..
so suay cum to office rain la.. then all drenched.. stupid lor... haizz... i'm dying of the rain liao.. i dun like.. =(
A big thanks for those whu came to see my match~! i'm so happi but sorri we lost.. thanks to our seniors... "yvonne, xuemin, Lixian(B2), juliee, ..." thanks to "Rachel n jean!, jie qi n Xiao mei! von... n those whu came to support! sorri if i nv mention the names cos i didnt see u.." i reali appreciate~! ^-^ if ytd u called mi n i didnt ans, i'm sorry too cos i was too sad... oh i forgot... n my LOBSTER FAMILY~ lobster bro( zf), pekpek, mok, dear...! Lindy thanks to0.. ^-^
Ngee Ann Gers~! although we lost this match.. this hopeful match doesnt mean we will lose the rest! As i haf said even if it's impossible, We are LOSERS if we resign to fate! we are WINNERS if we leave the courts with no regrets. Tis is my last IVP with all of u... i dun wan to leave with regrets... but i noe i wont regret with u gals ard.. u all made my last yr worth it.. ^-^ thanks~! so dun give up~! let's play till the very end of IVP~! enjoy the match.. da kuai le de lan qiu~! ^-^
JIA U~!
dear thanks for being there when i needed u the most.. ^-^ u're the best.. heez..
Sunday, January 08, 2006
-9:32 PM
Tension building up beneath mi~... mixed feeling-, weird, restless, blabla.. erm a sigh of nervousity, anxiety? oh man.. it's sooo fast.. 2 dyas more.... lucky for my np team onli jo will see this.. better not let them noe.. i'm nervous.. i'm stress... hasnt been training much cos of the stupid rainy weather! omg... feel so unprepared... wed against SP liao.. the most critical match... i'm stress cos i'm the team's center.. i'm small la.. but i'll try my best.. i'm afraid of letting the team down... so afraid.. but of cos i will not n never show the weak side la.. hahha onli ppl whu read my blog noes lor.. =p... tml haf frenly with hkn.. stupid play against own team~! sad~ed need play against with dear again~! alamak.. luck bro lob nv play hahaha... otherwise i DIE~! =p...yay tml play in sch indoor corut~! first time in my entire ngee ann life sia.. hope everyting goes well tml.. pls stop raining can? haf to fan where to find indoor again for thurs.. hard... if cannot how? got drenched for so many days liao.. all of them knew my body cannot take it la.. n today it proofs them rite! idiot la i so weak.. i'm not feeling well now... stuck in the office n i wanted to go home so much.. omg... tml getting jerseys n warm up tees... nice... hahaha.. so scary lor.. days getting nearer... which means my IVP ending le.. so sad la.. i wan play more.. =(.. dear's match starting on 17th.. so sad i cant go watch la.. Omg~! i WAN!!!! =(now struggling for time to pass faster then i go home rest~! shit sia.. IVP cuming liao then i so weak.. arghh.... *prays*... dear's bday is the day where i had ngee ann training then aft tt we got hkn frenly with jurong... but it rained n we could haf ani frenly.. ended up goin to west mall aft slacking at the block there wating for rain to stop n match to continue.. but apparently it didnt stop at all.. damn la. west mall food court to eatmall food court to eat.. bought a cake n had a small surprise for dear in food court la.. whole food court was like helping to sing the bday song la.. hahaha ok.. the worst ting is they forced us to do smth n tape it down~!!!! so shy la.. more then 4 hp videoing us la.. idiot leh.. hahaha.. hope u had fun dear n hope u like the gift... *muacvkz* aft tt we went aracade play lor.. hahaha.. then movie then go jieqi house hosue SLP~! hahaha.. her bro's bed so small la.. hahahaha... tml faster cum... wed slower cum...oh my.. wat m i tinkin.. hahahaha.... *prays*
Friday, January 06, 2006
-12:43 PM
Haben been bloggin like for more than a week le.. busi with the cumin ivp n someone's bday la.. hahaha... looking for someone's present high n low lo.. hahaha haiz it's been raining for days la.. especially during our training.. no time le then keep on rainin.. trying my bloody best to get them indoor court if i could.. trying my best to prepare wat i can for them.. somehow i feel tt i had nv done b4... somehow.. i'm tired out le.. juz recover from sicko n pls dun return liao.. weather sucks la.. sian.. tml there's trainin but it's outdoor~! so got to pray.. *prays real hard.. pls dun rain tml~!!!* tml got to rush to np training aft my work then aft np training got to rush to hkn frenly with jurong sec.. tired like hell lo.. hahaha. tml is somebody's bday liao.. sorry i'm not able to celebrate with u... there's np training n hkn training.. so sad.. cant meet u today to b the first to hand u the gift.. cos u got family tingy.. but more impt i understand dun worri.. actuali wanted to find u at midnight then hand u the gift then i juz go home.. but darling ask mi not to.. she say i got work tml then say u will not b happi cos so late le.. then say if she was u she'll feel helpless n failure.. i dunno abt u la but tt's wat u advises mi.. mayb i shld go dwn n u feel happi? i dunno leh.. haiz.. no surprises for u so sad... sorri... ltraft work since not meeting u i'll b goin to visit my fren in hospital..hope everyone can pray for him.. he's dying... left weeks...not months animore.. he can juz go ani moment.. i'm so afraid. ppl ard mi are happening like tt.. how cum"? i not sure if i m able to take it when i see him.. at least i'll b ok at tat moment cos act ma.. aft tt i dunnno... life is so short... aniting can happen to us ani moment.. u'll nv noe.. may i'll juz die the nxt moment n no1 will ever notice it? aniwae the world will still b spinnnin even without mi ard. i dun wan to live with regrets either.. if i live with regrets, i'll rather die.. tis is myy tinkin for now.. so i'll do watever i can.. mayb goin johor with someone on sunday.. go there shop, eat, play... but not sleep cos we're cuming back on tt day itself.. sort of celebrating for someone ba... hope we could go.. n hope we will not get lost..haiz. dunno wat's gotta into mi.. i feel sad.. obviously i noe the reason but i'm juz unwilling to say it out.. dunno how to put it to words too.. i'm feeling someting is different already.. not the same.. so wierd.. dunno y i wld tell jean abt it... wierd la.. mayb frm last time i always tell her ba? dunno or bcos she's the first to realise that i'm sad..tell her stuffs but briefly onli.. nv reali say everyting out but it's on msn la.. but luckily.. cos i nearly cried out.. but tink i m ok now? mayb..change topic k? hahaha i was actuali feeling wierd when i saw jean's ring writing 31/12/05..(she left the ring at dear house so i help her keep). then i ask her cos she actuali sort of ask her on 01/01/06 ma.. then she say rachel's one is 01.01.06 meaning she has handed her future to her.. n hers is 31/12/05.... wa lau i was like SO romantic la.. mayb to others not la..but at least to mi it is... hahaha... cool la.. hehe... oh ya had fun during chinese new yr eve.. hahaha.. beautiful fireworks n of cos the ppl tt accompany mi is the critical part...NP gers muz JIA U~! NP gers we can de~!!!!!i cant wait to use our sch's indoor court.. finalli.. cos we all sacrificed our public holiday for training... cos the nxt day is match liao... i MUZ JIA U~! i muz not let my team down.. i can de~!*if i'm still schooling ting would b different ma? or i m tinking too much.. mayb i m..cos i always tink too much*