Tis blog is specially for u..
i didnt noe my "i'm disappointed with u" make u brushed off commitments to the team.. but wat do u tink i was feeling at the moment? i lost my support.. my main support in the team frm tt msg.. frm tt moment.. the moment tt i had to tink.. i'll b standing alone le.. no1 understands the way u understand mi.. cos we had been tru.. it's hard to compare the team with ur once sec sch n my once jvs.. it's completely different.. i understands totally.. cos i miss my tt team the most.. the time with the toughest period.. but u reali giving up?? giving up hope? mi alone cant make aniting.. i've been crying.. i reali dunno wat to do to see all of u like tt.. wat abt mi?? can i juz brush off n hack? i dun wan to.. cos i believe.. i noe u understands wat i mean... i'm feeling so sad over tis u noe? i noe today' is someone's bday n u wont b cuming to training.. i understand but i didnt even recieved ur msg telling mi u not cumin training today...mayb u r cuming? i dunno.. but i'm so sad... i can tell u.. u make a difference in my life... can u give mi somemore time? i'll do it.. now seriously i dunno how to face u.. cos i can tell u.. i'm sad.. reali sad.. tis week isnt good at all for mi.. i'm breaking dwn..

jo.. i'm sorri ur pillar n hkn's pillar is starting to crack.. someting has to be done now... seriously.. i'm sorri to disappoint everyone... of cos i'll continue to act nth happen n try again n again..

i'm so sad... i wan to cry but i cant... i need to be strong i tell myself but "even iron lady needs to rest"... tis is wat u told mi b4.

mayb god will help mi... =(


mayb tis will brighten ur day...