lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Thursday, March 23, 2006
-1:13 AM
so long nv update le. today, or should i say ytd, we played against Home United. Ok, i sucks la. The whole team was not playing to standard at all. All of us was so lost and referees ask us whether we are scared or wat n what happen to us. oh man the final scores was i tink 15 to 103 la.. damn it. so freaking angry. I made their no. 10 angry sia. I will not remember the gai hwo guo she given mi la, n i did back to her too. hahaha.
After this match, it makes mi feel how tiny n insignificant i was. I'm so lousy. I wan to IMPROVE is wat i m tinking all the way in the whole match. Their standard differs from us too greatly liao, but i want to be like them. Mayb i'm asking too much but wat's the point if we remain like tt for mayb years? Ah Qin words made mi feel sad. Yes we muz faced the facts tt they are far too strong frm us, but without even trying? mayb we'll make tt difference? I juz feel that the team needs to trust each other more. Trust us. Haiz... wat a match.. made my mood sucks la.
Tml watching dear's match. hope everyting wil b fine.. *prays*.
Hope i wont b sick.. hope i will b able to b strong n stay by dear's side n not the other way round. But recently my body juz oppose mi la. Had rashes last few days bcos of alcohol overdose, then right side of my stomach keeps hurting for a few days liao even till now. Juz now wanted to bluff tru but still kanna caught by dear. haiz. Lucki was able to tahan n play. Now headache like hell. Nose feels funni too. Scarely is Kelly spread to mi de cos she this afternoon kept sneezing in front of mi in the sports complex. Now helping dear do some researches. too tired le tink i slpin soon le.
Life so lost, no sense of direction at all after i grad. Sian. now is walk one step tink one step ba....
I wan be STRONGER... I WAN~!!!
Jia u butter.. JIA U DEAR... jia u all... (feels kind of sad when i saw ex-hkn ppl today... =( .. i found tt i miss u all more than i tot i'll miss.. but i noe i haf to move on... haf to move ahead even if it's dead road.. )
=10o4=
