lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
-7:13 AM
okay it's been sometime since i've blogged.. it's not i busi but i lazy to la.. i actuali forgot when liao but i tink it's last last thursday.. mi, zf, dear and pekpek when to geylang to eat their magnificent food~!! i reali enjoy them la.. b4 meeting pekpek n dear, i was watching bro's national finals~! congrats bro. n she even got her MVP.. so proud of her la.. haax! aft tt was waiting for her to take pics all tt den take cab dwn with jo n ah qin to sbc.. i was damn hungry den.. watch jvs's match awhile then went to find dear n pekpek at the library. with lots of grumbling of hunger by mi n bro, they decided to go. then we set off to geylang. we were finding the duck rice stall which bro says it's nice... but erm erm we like walk so long la.. then finally reaCH.. i'm like goin to faint liao.. then i still rmb bro says it's opposite the place which sells lots of lights.. hahaha it's at lorong 27 la..then we decided to eat on... we went to lorong 19 for our beancurd.!!! hahahaha then lorong 13 for our tou qiang you tiao... hahahaha then lorong 9 for our DURIANS~!!! hahahah was so fan la.. n so nice!! i love eating.. wanna go to tis "expetition" again!!! =) here's some of the pics i took while eating.. if u notice there's mi missing cos i was the camera woman.. hahaha..
nxt time then load the pics cos com smth cant load up..
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
-1:02 AM
Today has been slacking the whole day at home untill training time. Went to training but was rainin.. so we went gym instead. did all the gym stuffs n now i cant lift my arms sia~! =D hahahaha we like freaking love the gym la... mi, n pekpek keep doin lor.. hahaha now like my whole body muscle ache!! sian le tml still got to bring my CTSS to frenly... haiz. so stress la.. hate it when coach will shout at mi like hell la.. haiz but to ren lo.. -__- nth to write le..
juz now saw this pic frm someone's frienster.. got no idea whu the person is n why the person view mi but the primary pic attracted mi... i m in love with it~!! so nice!!
i dunno why i love it so much but it's so nice la.. hahahaha =)
goin to sleep now le... juz pray for the best tml... bye.. sweet dreams to all~!! =)
* i love my dear dear... =)
Sunday, April 16, 2006
-3:09 PM
Fri- good friday~!
had a great day on good friday~!!! we had training in the morning..as usual i kanna by coach again.. repeating the same run over n over again lo~! haiz.. aft tt pek, mok n dear went my house to bath... got some of the pics at my house below.. aft bathing n "make-up~ing" (haha), we set off to cine leisure.. it was raining heavily but it's not goin to stop us~! hahahaha we reach somerset n it was rainin so heavily la.. we had to run to cineleisure~! lucky i brought my "powderful" jacket along~! hahaha.. reach there then bought tickets to the movie "8 below". aft tt we went to eat pasta mania n waited for zheng fang there. aft finish eating we went to take Neoprints sia.~! hahaha so funni la.. we like so olbang then nv take b4 like tt.. hahahaha aft tt we went for the movie.. it's freaking nice la.. i recommend all pets/ dogs lover to watch~! i'm so touched by the movie~!! i still rmb there's one scene a dog "max" lure away the big sea lion n the sea lion was chasing him, then zheng fang was there covering her ear n say "bu yao, bu yao" i was laughing like hell la.. hahahaha =) aft the movie, we went to hereen to take neoprints again.. we were having lots of fun la.. hahahaha aft tt went to taka drink ice-lemon tea n ice-crean at KFC then went home le.. was a damn tiring day but v fun in deed~! had lots of fun with u all~! it's juz like the old days we had... i'm reali happi~!
Sat
ytd went swimming with pek at sbc there.. b4 swimming we meet zf n dear, they were eating MAC for breakfast b4 their national youth trainin.. wa lau ltr they vomit i luaugh.. =P at the pool, mi n pekpek tok over lots of stuffs.. tok n tok till we onli swam 150m onli~! so pathetic lor.. hahahaha but it was reali fun... aft tt went eat lunch with pek, zf, dear n kaiyi.. she so cute la.. hahahaha sso auntie... =) aft tt went ah pek house... initially was to study de... ended up all of us slpin... hahaha woke up n was like already 7pm liao.. over dinner at a hawker near pek house, they were teasing mi all e way especially pekpek.. keep saying abt the emergency button~!!! idiot her la... hahahaha but was funnni... =) aft tt went home le..
now waiting for time to pass to our match~~!! HKN vs Chong Gee.. =) muz do our best~! hehehe... sian nth to do... =)
here's all e pics..
dear n pek.. -i style their hair~! hahaha at my house(doesnt look pek liao rite?)
dear, mok n pek
Us~!
mi n dear =)
Our leggs in mrt... mine loook so fat~!
the Neoprints that we took:
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
-1:51 AM
Sometimes mayb i care too much.. mayb i shld juz hack on everyting n juz pretend i duno aniting.
JIA U... JIA U manjusri.. u al can do it de~~!!!
JIA U dear!!! u can do it de.... JIA U~! i'll b there for u... JIA U.. u can de... smile k? b happi..
==don't cry because you know==
=what happened has happened=
=you can never turn time back and=
=wish nothing like this would happened=
=your tears are worth=
=more than anything in this world=
=find the cause of your teardrops=
=stop and swap your negative thoughts=
=smile to yourself=
=cos you are who you are=
=no one is perfect=
=that's why failures occur=
=but one thing that you have to know is that=
=there is=
=no right and wrong=
=therefore work hard and=
=strive for the next better game=
==Dun give up.==
this is taken frm someone's blog.. thanks.. find it so meaningful... hope it can help u dear.. =) JIA U...
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
-12:54 AM
haiz.. tings are getting rough for mi.. i'm juz trying my best for everyting now.. i'll do watever i can n when my limits are reali up, i'll juz say sorry n leave.. too tired le man.. y are ppl tinking for themselves onli? y cant we tink for others too? y muz we b so gey giao on so tiny tings neh? we're all teammates rite? tings aint goin our way.... feel so alone now... standing alone.. all those whu once support mi all leaving.. i mean left.. i let them go.... =(
hope tings will get better.. reali hope.. so tired le.. i'm now dragging to walk the path le.. ppl dislike mi i oso dun care le.. hack le.. i'll juz walk alone if no1 wans to walk with mi.. i'll juz go on till my very limit.. jia u...
jia u hkn... jia u... we are not so weak rite? we wont fall juz like tt de rite? we can de.. we can de..
i miss lobster family.. the old one... the so fun one.. ppl all changes... all change to someone we couldnt even recognised.. where's the fun ppl we had? we're not together animore.... tings are so wierd now.. i'm so sad.. why not mi the one whu change? why is it mi whu witness the changing of all ppl... haiz..so sick so sick of all this.. i miss all my teammates.. all the ex teammates, all jvs teammates, lobster family. everyting.. juz let mi die off will yeh? i cant stand it le..
hey manjusri.. tml jia u hor.. dun let us dwn~!! JIA U~!! u all can do it de~! =) jia u...
dear believe in urself.. u can de.. no matter wat happens there's mi to support u.. k? jia u. love u lots~!!! muackz..
tired.... v tired..............................
Monday, April 03, 2006
-1:42 PM
ytd against butter's team- Tampines East. Totally so sad.. i'm so disappointed in my team... dunno why whe we entered second round, all of them like so "dun wan to play" attitude. Although we knew the results alreadi even b4 we play against them but r u all goin to b juz defeat like tt? aint we all goin to put out a fight? a tough fight? a tough win for them? show them, show all tt HKN isnt so easy defeated n HKN isnt bein looked dwn de n show them tt we HKN~ian has the skills! Mayb it's juz onli myhaving this stupid tinking.. mayb... but i m juz feeling so unfair n unhappy when ppl looked dwn on us.. even if the lots are good but we got to b strong in order to win all n enter rite? ppl always onli look on the surface why not look into us? haiz. i dunno wat's goin on n wat all of u all are tinking, but i know alot of u are unhappi. Honestly speaking, if we are continuing this kind of attitude, i dun wish to play animore... no point u see.. no point.. but of cos i sincerely hope aft ytd, we can have a great change .. i reali wish to move up with all of u... move hkn to the nxt level or standard... jia u...
i'm sorry to my team ytd i totally lose control in the match.. i'm like a crazy dog getting the third foul in the 2rd quarter onli.. i'm completely losing myself.. coach told mi tt my strongest point is in defending n taking rebound n i'm totally weak in attack, so he ask mi to concentrate on my defence n rebounce. but ytd even defence i couldnt do properly.. every single ting is completely 0~! i'm like a burden to the team. i didnt do ani contribution n i even hai my team lose balls. wat the **** m i doin? *sorry for the usage of tt* haiz.. i feel tt i'm play worser n worser each match.. i dun noe wat i m doin.. can someone help mi? can someone help mi with my butter finger can? i'm totally irritated with my butter fingers... wat can i do? arghhh.... i totally suck la...
sometimes i wonder... wat happen to mi... haiz...
stupid mi ytd injured my finger.. now couldnt bend at all.. i got to see doc ltr. hope it's juz purely sprain.. but feel kinda funni go see doc for a finger sprain. hahahaha back oso bad sia. sian.. r they reminding mi tt i m old le? haiz.. so sian lo.. hahahha now looking outside the windows n it's so freaking hot la.. oh no.. ltr bcum cao ta... hahaha got coachin so got to go now..
JIA U HKN!~! nv see die!! nv fall... united we stand! let's start afresh! we can de!! JIA U~!!! =)
